“Excellence is an art won by training and habituation.
We do not act rightly because we have virtue or excellence, but we
rather have those because we have acted rightly. We are what we
repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act but a habit.” Aristotle
In
Standard Eight, the very last class in Primary School, I was very
excellent in my behavior. I think I had overcome the temptations of
adolescence. As much as I had not literally slept with any woman, my
heart was very filthy and I decided to turn to God. My sister Gorety
used to bring people she called “brethren” to our home but dad never
allowed me to sit with them since I was not “born again”. Those are the
only evenings we would evade the usual porridge for tea. “Brethren” used
to take a lot of tea with makati siagi (battered bread) before
embarking into continuous prayers; each of them speaking in different
tongues. Dad was like ‘What language is that?’ I had no knowledge of the
Bible because I was taught, in the confirmation class, that reading the
Bible would introduce headache into my comfortable skull. I did not
need headache during my national exam year.
I do not
know whether it was a national exam fever wearing me down or just the
fear of God - I felt the need to pray a lot. I used to light candles in
my room – red, white, blue name them. I could just pray silently for my
exams but I never came out shouting “I’m born again”. I was, in fact,
not born again but in my heart I wanted peace with God. I was still
determined to do some earthly gymnastics during the December holidays as
soon as I completed my KCPE exams. “Born again” was a term introduced
to me by my beloved sister Gorety; I loved her so much but couldn’t just
understand what happened to her when she got into this “born again”
thing. She nolonger wanted to apply herbal medicine at my kajumba back.
Kajumba is a fungal disease which attacks the skin making it not only
change colour but also stink when in contact with unexpected water like
rain. Let me just say that it makes a person look like a leopard.
As
much as I was trying to be so God fearing, a few leftovers of the old
self followed me in class eight. One day Mr. Uhuru Amol was teaching
Music in class; I wasn’t interested since I had read through that topic
in my previous evening’s study. I decided to swing the desk slowly by
slowly to produce some sound like that of a bird or something close to a
rat – chwiu! Chwiu! Little did I know that the teacher was keenly
following my moves; the guy caught me red handed and men, I was beaten
by a black board ruler on the head several times until it was swollen.
Thereafter class mates started calling me Otunge (horny since I had a
horn). This name earlier legitimately belonged to Noah Ogwang' who had a
head which had so many horns. He didn’t like the name at all while I
enjoyed calling him by the same name. This led to us fighting thoroughly
in the school. Miloma was solely responsible for the fight as he was
the one who came with athuwe. Athuwe is the art of making
people feel like beating the hell out of each other. The talk of
fighting reminds me of Osunga Okaka. Osunga was very tall and hardy.
Fighting him was close to impossible as his body was full of bones. One
day he crossed my path when he wrote on the village facebook leaves that
I was a lover of one Millicent. In deed Millicent was very charming and
her hands would wake my shameless python from the slumber, but I had no
feelings beyond that. I decided to monjo Osunga demanding
detailed explanations as to why he spread romours about the innocent me.
The human being did not even let me complete my sentence. He wrestled
me to the ground full of okuro, the ground thorns.
Osunga
managed to leave me with some scratched emanating from his long hardy
nails. “Kama agoyo to agoyo” (Where I’ve beated, I’ve beated – direct
translation) I shouted as I walked away having consumed more blows than I
delivered. Mom pleaded with me to tell her who on earth inflicted such
enormous pain on her son. I couldn't dare tell her since she was a
professor of sarcasm. She had earlier made sarcasm out of a very serious
issue involving Grace, my elder Sister. Grace together with a few of
her friends from Sinyolo Girls High School were having a walk from
school (I'm not sure to where) when some young men gave then a serious
chase. The men were interested in raping them all. The story was
horrific but it ended well. They were not raped. After breathing in
relief, mum made a very sarcastic remark. I wasn't ready for such
remarks but after much convincing, I decided to tell her that it was
Osunga, the son to Okaka. From that day, whenever I committed any
mistake, mom would say “Abiro luongoni Osunga” (I’ll call Osunga for you).
Osunga,
was very close to Miriam Muga. I decided that the only way to beat
Osunga was to befriend Miriam – but how? The prominent weakness of
Osunga was academics. He neither knew languages nor mathematics. I
decided to be teaching some mathematics and Swahili to the lovely
Miriam. Every evening, she would come to our home for the lessons after
which I would escort her to their home for "security reasons". In many
occassion, we would bump into Osunga. This tore into Osunga’s bowels.
Things become elephant when I was overcome by my carnivorous weakness; a
weakness that did not permit me to eat vegetables in two consecutive
meals and still retain my happy mood. I had refused to take Ugali and mito (vegetable chloroquine) for lunch hence I was so hungry. When I returned home in the evening, tired and hungry, I resorted to odeyo
– the hard remains of ugali, in the source pan (sufuria). In the
process of scratching the odeyo, the beautiful Osunga's queen appeared
catching me in the act. There was no time to throw away the sufuria and
there was no way I could have denied ever chwerowing odeyo. She
laughed profusely to an extent that I began to hate her. She had come
for my maths lessons. The following day, sisal leaves were full of my
name “Migingo Ja chwer Odeyo” (Migingo, the Odeyo scratcher). That was the last time I tolerated Miriam around me. I lost the battle.
I
decided to fully embark of my studies and prayer for the exams. I
nolonger had time to waste on the likes of Osunga and Mirriam. One day, I
noticed something strange, a trend which I had never concentrated on
before. Onyango Mitana, Tindo and Kubi Ochoro disappeared from class and
returned after some thirty minutes talking too much with great courage
and vigour. They were fearless with their eyes beaming with joy
unfathomed. The following day, I followed them closely without them
noticing me. I found them smoking something in the nearby bush. I
decided to reveal myself and threatened to report them to the
Headmaster. That is when they decided to force me to have a taste of
the substance or "we kill you". I refused and promised not to speak a
word. We therefore ran back to school. It was break time. These trio
started running around the school like wild goats hugging and kissing
trees. I bet their minds told them that those were ladies.
After
the National exams, I felt there was no longer any need of coming back
to school for some closing day ceremonies. Mom insisted and sent me back
there forcefully. I arrived late and therefore had to device a plan of
settling in the assembly without Mr. Adem Raongo noticing me. Mr. Adem
used to have a third eye at the back of his head; nothing would bypass
him no matter how small. He was always several steps ahead of us. On
this fateful day, many of the big boys and girls came late. We tried to
sneak behind him but it was impossible; he just spoke loudly to the
school “tell those who are sneaking behind me to come and lie down for
some strokes of the cane. They think that completing KCSE is the end of
life”. He said that without even turning to our direction and that's how
he “closed school with us”. He gave me several shameful strokes of the
cane.
During the holiday, I did not get a chance of
doing the numerous things I had planned as my dad called me to join the
rest of the boys in Mamboleo. My step mom came to join the girls in the
village. At Mamboleo, it was the male dominated world; Francis Dwero,
James Dwero, Amos Dwero, George Awat, another guy from Gem - Yala, who
was a house boy, dad and myself. I was the youngest in the group. We
then had to cook even though we knew nothing about cooking. Dad never
allowed any of us to step in the kitchen before. It was a grave mistake
to be found in the kitchen for whatever reason. The hardest part of the
game was fetching firewood by the road side with all those Mamboleo
girls watching in wonder. James Dwero, then a University Student, never
gave the girls any thought. Luke Nyalenge later joined us and we were
given the assignment of watering the blocks to raise our pocket money.
The rest of the boys were engaged in very hard labour. Dad never wanted
to see anybody relaxing.
Our invitation letters to High
School was ready and Luke and I had to rush back home to collect them.
We were both invited to join Ngere Boys High School. We were very
excited as we rushed to Lukes Dad, Nyalenge Mango, to inform him of the
news and later ran to Mamboleo to inform my Dad, Awat Mango, of the
same. We were very ready and couldn’t wait to be called Form Ones in a
Provincial School – we were in our own class.
Behind
the scenes, the two brothers, my dad and Luke’s dad were plotting a plan
to divert us to a different school in Lughari Division. We had no idea
until the opening date, when my dad’s official driver took the Eldoret
route instead of the Bondo route. We were in shock! We remained silent
for a very long time; close to one hour before we opened up. “I can’t
allow my children to go to a village school” Dad broke the silence and
we were like “haha”. Problem came when dad acknowledged that he had no
idea of where the school was; he was just informed that the school was
after a place known as Luandeti. He had no prior knowledge of Laundeti
despite having lived in Eldoret earlier, a stone throw away from there.
After much ado, we found the school. My first impression was not very
good – why lie. It looked like a primary school to me though teachers
were so excited to receive us even without calling letters. We later
realized that one of our cousins, Okumu Dinga, was teaching there. He
was the one solely responsible for our misery. Dad looked around and
against his will added us more pocket money “you’ll need it” he said.
That’s how he left us to survive but at least I had my then very trusted
friend with me.
Maturu Mixed Day & Boarding
Secondary School was a very cold place with very nasty smell from Webuye
Paper Factory. I almost puked the first day due to the tenacity of the
smell but later on got used to it. Due to the cold weather condition, we
did not take bath that night but procrastinated the whole idea till the
following day. We went to what they called a communal bathroom which
could
accommodate up to about ten dirty people at ago. We didn’t expect
what happened next – guys got wild interest in our uncircumcised
apparatus. Everybody was touching us everywhere – for God’s sake we were
not gay! We were in Luhya land and these people cut their young when
they’re still in lower primary. Here we were, old men from Kisumu Rural
walking around with uncut fixed assets. Somebody touched mine and Luke
whispered “bring him a girl and he’ll respond”. News spread all over the
school and the village like bush fire. We were then candidates for the
August Circumcision Festivities. I needed to seek God’s guidance in this
even though I was not born again.
The school had only
two mini dormitories to carter for less than fifty borders; which
automatically found us being in two groups. Luke and I joined our fellow
tribesman, Omondi, who was very rude. Our dormitory had no saved person
– all of us were sinners heading to hell by doubt as our counterparts,
in the other dormitory, were heading to heaven by faith. In class, I was
good in all subjects hence attracting most of the girls. The males in
the class decided to teach us some Luhya language. They taught us very
dirty words, without our knowledge, hence eroding our innocent looks.
In
early March that year, Christian Union (C.U) in collaboration with
Kenya Students Christian Union (KSCF) organized for what they called
Weekend Challenge to lure the form ones into “accepting Jesus into their
lives”. The preachers preached their hearts out until Luke Nyalenge, my
trusted cousin decided to accept Jesus as his Lord and Savour.
Immediately the CU members, led by Brother Wycliffe Luvanda, transferred
him from the sinners’ dormitory to the Salvation domitory. Luvanda was
known for praying so loudly until even the demons would tremble; his
voice could be heard up to Laundeti Market, a kilometer away. He was
like an alarm bell for the rest of the students.
Yours in the company of sinners,
Migingo Awat
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